Brielle M. Namer, RIP

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Wednesday, 02 July 2008

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Brielle @ 10:20 AM   Add Comment

friend Not a day goes by that you are not with us all. Your LOVE and STRENGTH are missed. Your beautiful smile and heart are missed even more. Always know that someone everyday is there with you. You are never alone. We here are the ones who are truly alone. All my LOVE to you. (07/02/08)

BIG SISTER My bday is comin up and I dont even wanna celabrate it everyone is pushing me to do something and I just dont want to. I have your birthday card from last year hanging on my wall. I love you baby so much xoxoxo, Ive been a mess and now I am falling apart more then ever just wish you were hear. Didnt think that life was going to be this short for you. I love you. (07/11/08)

BIG SISTER POEM AT FUNERAL When I layed there beside you, Could you feel me there? My arms were wrapped around you, And I was stroking your hair. I was talking about all the good times, For me they were every single day. I wanted you to feel love and comfort, And happy in some way. I watched your every breath, And prayed that each one wasn't your last. The time we got to share together, Went by too quick...Too fast. I wanted you to wake up, Please Mum...Open your eyes. Tell me this is a nightmare, And not our goodbyes. As your last breath grew closer, We layed there peacefully together. My heart continually breaking, Because I wanted you forever. Then there it was, Your final breath of air. I didnt want to believe it, This is so cruel and not fair. I held your beautiful face, And prayed you'd breath again. I wasn't ready for you to go, I couldn't admit that this was the end. But then I realised that you were now in peace, And not suffering anymore. You were beggining the life of an Angel, And your body would no loner be sore. I held you close and squeezed you tight, And tried to say goodbye. I've lost my SISTER and my number one best friend, All my heart could do is cry. I slowly got up, I wanted so much to stay. I leaned over and gave you one more kiss, It was so hard to walk away. My SISTER is my entire world, And I miss you so very much. I wish I could feel your loveable cuddle, And your soft and gentle touch. But for now I have to wait, Until we meet again. You will always be in my heart and thoughts, My dear SISTER and best friend. Always and Forever, Our hearts will always touch. Always and Forever, Your baby girl loves you so much. (07/11/08)

To Amanda You are amazing (07/11/08)

stein hey bri...im at camp for the summer with no one is our divison. its kinda lonely but ive met new people. im sleeping in the bunk that you were in when your bed fell threw. i see the bed everyday and it reminds me of you. Everyone at camp for the first week were asking me about everything and how everyone is doing. it was tough but i just thought about how people should really know who you are. we did a stack the cap event last week and were donationg about 500 hats to an organization. i cried of both sadness and happiness from seeing all the donations. i wish you were still here in your bright clothes that always matched. i miss you so much. (07/13/08)

<3 "I am the red in the rose, the flowers on the blankets on your bedroom floor. And I am the gray in the ghost that hides with your clothes behind your closet door. I am the green in the grass that bends back from underneath your feet. And I am the blue in your back alley view where the horizon and the rooftops meet. If you cut me, I suppose I would bleed the colors of the evening stars. You can go anywhere you wish cause I'll be there, wherever you are." (07/14/08)

Amanda aka SIS I miss u baby girl n love u so much. I wish u were here wit me I'm in your bed right now. I love uuu (07/16/08)

Mommy Bri- Amanda's birthday is coming up, and she is soooooo unhappy. Daddy and I are trying very hard to make it okay for her. Please let her know that you want her to have a good day, and not to be upset, because you are with us. Love you every moment . (07/18/08)

Candi Bree Bree, I LOVE you soooooooooo much. Not a second goes by that I don't think of you. But you know that cause you are always with me. I just wish things were not the way they are, I wish that you were here. The way you were supposed to be. This, this is a nightmare and I just wish we would all wake up already from it! Enough is enough!!!!! (07/18/08)

(Anon) I wonder how it can be that someone so full of life and so vital and so alive and so beloved can be taken. I wish I could help ease the pain a bit for you all. (07/21/08)

DAD I THINK OF YOU EVERYDAY . UNTIL WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN I WILL MISS YOU I LOVE YOU MY BABY XOXOXO (07/21/08)

anonymous Who is victor? I have been reading your blog, I wish your family well. I am just wondering who is Victor. (07/03/08)

(Anon) I am so sorry, you have no idea, Nothing can ever make up your loss. I am just so sorry (07/22/08)

big sis Hey hunie its me. The other day I went by to the temple to get my stuff from the funeral and of course that guy wasent there. Everyday goes by and I just wish you were here. I wish things were different I really do. My bday is coming up on wed and I will be goin to see you bright and early. Mom does not want me to go but I am anyways. Mom and dad are doin pretty bad and I'm tRyin To be here and hold it together. Well I'm hungry like usual talk to you tomorrow I love you baby sis xoox always n forever my special angel (07/22/08)

(Anon) I feel so so bad for your pain. Nothing nothing at all is worse than what you are going through. It is odd; so many things happen in the world and so many losses but there is something about your child that was so special. She had a presence and a uniqueness. She was the essence of living and the thought that such a 'force' has been cut down is really hard to grasp. (07/23/08)

(Anon) "In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years." - -- Abraham Lincoln (07/23/08)

<3 Feel your heart- it breaks within your chest just to know that someone so loved and so young has been taken away entirely too early .. we love you and miss you beyond words, Brielle (07/24/08)

Anon My heart is broken for this family. How could this happen? Why? Amanda, happy birthday. Your sister would want you to have a happy day. Take one hour at a time. (07/24/08)

anonomous brielle you were an amazingg person and friend you will never bee forgotten (07/26/08)

anonymous Amanda, you are extraordinary and your parents love you with all their hearts. You deserve only wonderful things in your life. I hope that your birthday was okay and that you had some happiness on the day as you so deserve it. Jeff and Brandi, what you are going through is unimaginable but just know that you are the most wonderful, fabulous parents and people and that brielle was an extraordinary person. Our kids, were little kids together at mt pleasant elementary school and i will never forget the incredible bond between you and not only your kids but all of the the kids. your house was always the place where all the kids wanted to be. i think of you often and wish you only the best and some relief from the pain. i will always remember brielle at a pool party at our house, about 8 years ago, very calmly sitting there while the rest of the kids ran wild. your amazing daughter sat calmly and quietly reading a book. she was an exceptional child. take care. (07/26/08)

big sis Hey babyy. I got my wisdom tooth pulled and it hurt. Now I am dumber then ever haha. I miss u so much. I got a puppy and mommy named heR Bunny said that is what you'd want her to be name I love n miss u. My bday is comin up I don't even care. I love you baby just wish u were here it hurts bad love uu (07/27/08)

TO THE NAMER FAMILY I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Few, if any, adjectives can do justice to describe the kind of person Brielle was. I know the pain of your loss will not go away, but if you think about it, write down memories as they come to you. Over the years it is easy for little details to slip away, and sometimes it's nice to have a running log to look back on when you want to remember. Heaven has an extraordinary angel. God Bless your family (07/28/08)

anon I cant go see the fireworks this year; whats the point? WE MISS YOU and wish there was something we could do to help your parents and sister. I hope that they know everyone is thinking of them all of the time - and thinking of you too. (07/04/08)

גם זה • "This too shall pass" (07/28/08)

Candi Please if you are going to post here on this special blog please do not post under anonymous. It bothers the family, so please type in your name. Thank you Amanda's Birthday is tomorrow 7/30 Happy Birthday Amanda (07/29/08)

pineda hey pretty girl i miss you alot and you problably already know but i thought id tell you anyway that the girls bball team is now coachless cuz ollnick and matten arent coaching us this season and i dont really know why but then again i dont really know why alot of things happen and soccer is starting soon and you wont even be there with us but were playing for you bribri we all love you i really hate that you wont be with us anymore and nothings been the same since you left us and it problably never will be we all miss you so muchh i love you brii (07/29/08)

Candi Also Please stop posting Poems about Death and such, it is not appreciated as well as the posting above that states this to shall pass. A lot of people read this special blog, and poems and quotes as that do not help the people here dealing with the loss of Brielle. Actually there are no words that can help with that. This blog is just to write to her, and to express your feeling about her, about just how wonderful she is, things that we already know, but makes us feel good to read. So please keep this in mind when posting. Thank you very much (07/29/08)

Nora Brielle - When I was at camp on Visiting Day, I could see that Stack The Caps was extremely successful. You would be proud, and probably wear that hat in some silly way no one else would think of. Love you so much. (07/30/08)

Brandi Please ignore the message that was left on the blog by Candi. Anyone and everyone is welcome to post. If you want to be anonymous that is fine. Sorry for the misunderstanding. Brielle's Mom. (07/31/08)

Anon Candi, Please understand that people post on this blog because they care about the Namers and about Brielle. I could understand the post about "this too shall pass" being upsetting to all of you. Your pain and loss will never pass and I understand that. I think that sometimes there are people that will offer some sort of comfort and would like to remain anonymous. We are pulling for all of you. The community at large feels your pain and I think people are just trying to make it a bit easier. We all mourn the loss of a wonderful daughter, sister, friend, athlete....Brielle (07/31/08)

AMANDA NAMER BIG SISTER Everyone is so messed up sorry baby.This is my last post on here for a bit cuz I just need some time . I LOVE U SO MUCH BABY C U TOMORROW (07/31/08)

(Anon) I agree with everything the person above said. I have never met you but knew your daughter from school events and she was a cut above; truly special. I post here just to let you know that your family is in our thoughts always and I so wish I could do something to ease your pain. So I guess I think that by letting you know that we will never forget your daughter, that might help. I dont think this will ever pass. (07/31/08)

(Anon) love you (01/21/16)

SPECIAL ONE I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER XOXOXO (07/05/08)

anon To the Namer Family; you had the most wonderful daughter. My children knew her and had so much respect for her athletic ability. It must be devistating to be separated from her.... Please be comforted in the fact that she meant a lot to so many people. (07/06/08)

just me MISS YOU SO MUCH; Namer family - I hope you are doing ok. (07/09/08)

Victor Victor is and will always be Brielle's best friend. He is her English Springer Spaniel who cries for her everyday. His heart is broken, and he has a hard time everyday just going on. Each day he goes to her room and just cries. (07/07/08)

Found a quote: "Whenever i think of the first time we met, you seemed too special to ever forget, and i felt you changing my life even then, i just fall in love all over again. whenever i think of the time you've been there, to talk with me, to laugh with me, show me you care, to comfort and cheer me, and be a real friend, i just fall in love all over again. whenever i think of my time spent with you, when so many beautiful dreams have come true. whenever i think of how happy i've been, i fall in love all over again" I thought some people could relate to it .. Miss you always and love you forever, Brielle. There isn't a day that goes by where you aren't in my mind<3 (07/07/08)

(Anon) Hey bri...i was just thinking about you...we all miss ya soo much...keep on looking down upon us <3 (07/08/08)


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Brielle


Brielle Morgan Namer was born on March 8,1991. She was always in a hurry to catch up and do whatever her sister Amanda was able to do. So Brielle walked, learned to swim, talked, did practically everything at an early age so she could be like her big sister. Brielle was very fortunate, she excelled at all sports, got great grades, and was so unaware of her grace and beauty. Family was the most important thing to Brielle. When she was with her Dad she was everything he ever dreamed of and a best friend. When she was with her Mom, she was warm, sincere, loving, and her Mom's best friend and confidant. When she was with her sister, she was caring, they shared, argued, but above all they talked about everything and they had a relationship that went beyond the normal one. They were best friends and truly loved each other. Neither one was ever jealous of the other, as they both knew they had each other and the love of their parents equally. Amanda supported Brielle in all her goals, and Br ielle supported Amanda's. Family trips were always wonderful as both girls appreciated being with their parents, and that is what a true family trip is about. Brielle went to camp Starlight in the summers. She loved her time there. She made friends that were carved in her heart forever. Brielle even enjoyed school, which is weird , but it is because she loved to learn and she loved her friends, and she played on the basketball and soccer teams. Brielle's attitude was never take anything or anyone for granted. In all she did in her life she gave it 100%. She always played her best when on a field or court. She always encouraged others to do the same. Brielle was always there for anyone who ever needed her. It didn't matter if it was about sports, school, friends, she was the one person everyone knew they could depend on. People would always compliment her on her looks, and she would come home and say it was crazy. She never saw herself as a beautiful young woman, she considered hersel f as just normal. She never knew that she was so beautiful on the inside, as well as the outside. She was always worried about not being good enough. That's what always drove her to study more, practice more, and to always be loyal to people. The one thing that Brielle really hated was mean, shallow, inconsiderate people. She would never say too much, but she just didn't understand how people couldn't just be polite or kind . She always said it takes so much more energy to be mean, there's no reason for it. Loyalty was a priority to Brielle. If you say something then do it, don't be a phony. Brielle was a true, and loyal friend, respectful of her elders, a person who helped someone in need. But what made Brielle stand out above all the rest was her LOVE for her family, and her LOVE for life. When God made Brielle the mold was broken. There will never be a more loving, kind perfect person like her. I hope that she leaves an impact on others, so that they can try and carry on her legac y. This profile of Brielle would not be complete if Victor her English Springer Spaniel was not mentioned. As odd as it might sound, those who knew her well, know it's the truth. Brielle would stay home on a Friday or Saturday night, and not go out with her friends just to be with Victor. He was her best friend, he is 13 years old now, and when she wasn't around he would cry and be very sad. So many nights he would climb into her bed, she would set him up with pillows and blankets, and they would watch television together. It made his day, and now Victor goes into her room almost everyday and just sits and cries. Brielle really had no idea just how special she was and will always be to so many. I hope that if you were lucky enough to have known her, then you will try hard to live your lives as Brielle would if she had the chance. Be kind, considerate, loyal, and above all respect and treasure what you have as it is a gift.
Brielle was a gift to us all.

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